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Well, in six hours I will have completed my first week of school. It’s been somewhat of an adjustment. I’m struggling with getting into a new routine and not working 40 hours a week doesn’t feel normal. This semester is definitely going to be a challenging one. Two of my teachers have thick accents and I’m learning how to understand them. And the classes in general are tough. But I’m ready for the challenge. (And still hoping to make all A’s this semester.) It can be done.
I had my interview at the hospital on Wednesday. I think it went pretty well. There are areas I know I struggled with and there are areas I think I did well in. It was a panel of 7 people interviewing me, and talk about intimidating. I was sent over to the main hospital to do my drug test and they are sending off for a background test. So it looks promising. They said it should take about five to seven business days, so fingers crossed I hear something soon. In the meantime I’ve been working with my mom while Tammy is out for her ASL surgery. So it worked out perfectly.
One of the things I am really struggling with is adjusting to the changes is not contributing as much financially. It is nothing that Craig has made me feel- he’s been nothing but supportive. It’s in my own head and I guess I’m just going to have to learn to come to terms with it. I realize that our marriage isn’t about how much money you contribute each week. But I don’t ever want to feel like I’m not pulling my weight with something, marriage or anything else. In the end, I know these changes are going to benefit us- it’s just the time in between now and then that I am having a hard time with.
Must go to my next to classes. Yay for the first week being down!